kiss of Love.

Monday, November 9, 2009

sorry 4 not updating my blog for quite long hah. hehe..
just wanna tell you guys tht i just patch with beloved on wed.. weeeeeeeeeeee!!
i'm so happy !
haha.

about werk!
i'm starting werking tmmr siolz !!
hehe..
can't believe it.
when for interview on tht fri, then mon daa dpt werk!
cool pe!
my life gonna change ..
haha. think so.
change to more mature maybe . hahaha..
werking lady!
hahaha..
i'm werking at tpy !
as a clerk!
werking UOB thingy .. haha.
dunnoe how to explain.
haiishh!
what am i gonna where tmr..
stress perhh!!
nk pakai dress tu makcik akuh ckp sexy sngt.
sexy ke .. stakat pendek jerr pee. hmmm.
kalau sexy abeyy nk pakai baju aperh sheyy .. haiish!
dpt gaju beli baju uh aperh lgk! lol..
cheyy lom keje dahh bbl psl gaji. hahaha..
harap2 aderhh kwn baru yerr..

& ckp psl kwn lakk..
i dun understand with one of my fren ni .
just dun want to write her name.
maybe when she browse into my blog she knows who she is.
hmmmm.
i'm totally upset with her.
i dunnoe what i have done wrong to her.
cos of not meeting her.
or meeting her boy-friend ??
abt not meeting her i'm sorry..
but not till u say bad werd to me sheyy .
i'm not meeting you for some reason.
(bkn suke2)
abt the boy-friend,
u can ask them i'm worring abt u all the nite we going out..
jage hati kau seme..
tpy kau maki hamun akuh..
haiiishh!
salah akuh aper lgkk.
plss laa !
jgn smpai mcm gynie uhh .
akuh klua ngn drg pon akuh jage sakk haty kau.
akuh slalu risau.
"abeyy ***** tk ikot ??"
everytime siiak..
haiishh.
tkper luhhh.
there's many fren .
& all my fren ask me to be patience & tolorate with u attitude.
its ok..
there's more fren maybe..
if u still dun want to be friend with me i cannot say anything.
but for what i know, i have nothing wrong to you.
told ya everything oredy.
follow my angryness like you did to me earlier,
i also can do ..
i never cause of y..
i'm here dun want to break your heart.
& i dun wanna be EGO!
its ok laa frenn.
till here..

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

haiishh.

its all over now between me & hym..

told ya ! we are gonna off soon.

cos he wanted it so muchh..

we are ofiicinally broke on 31 oct.

tkper laa shida.

redho jerkk.

nk buat mcm manerh .

dahh tkder jodoh..

now i'm gonna find Mr. right guy.

no moore playin..

or maybe REVENGE !!!

revenge 4 busturd guy out there..

i'm in silent cry.

people dunnoe my feeling or heart.

i just keep it silent always.

even i'm out with my frens.

i dunnoe y he still on my mind.

y cant i let hym go..

y ??!!

pls laa..

till when i'm gonna suffer.

i had enough with boys oredy !

could we get bck together bck ?

could we ?

haiishh,

sumpah akuh bingung...

nk buat aperh lgkk sakk ??!!

akuh dgn hidop ni mcm ..

jantan stakat nk maen2 kan akuh jerkk.

itu laahh yg akuh rasa skrg ..

k laa i'm at chalet now.

blog u when i'm free okehh !!

c yaa !!

cuzz(wawa) & home !!!

imy !!!!

Sunday, October 25, 2009

yest me & wawa was bored. hahaha.
planning to go swimming cos so long never had a swim. hahaha;
so we plan & plan last we are going to the nearest swimming pool at tamp..
hahahaha.

was waiting at the bustop, den the bus came.
(seme binigit kat akuh psl ...)
duit bus luper letak manerh.. hahahaha.
padahal kat blakang poket sakk. lol..
aderhh carik mcm bdk gila..
bus pon dahh lps..
last bus 22 smpai..
otw sanerh AMEK KAU !!
kereta punya panjang beratur kat opp road.
igt aper sakk ! mcm tkder tmpt laen gytuk nk isi minyak.
hahaha.. wawa dahh agk mesty psl murah..
never thought of that. hhahhaa..
alight the bus & i called bf.
bf sae yest shell ver cheap..
serious ??!!! 1litre $1 ehh.. tahh lahh luper..
sanggup kereta2 tu beratur.. hahahaha..

reach there change..
cannot wait to jump into the pool.
ajk bibik mandi..
smpai sanerh dyer tknk mandi, sbb ramai org ..
aperhh saje jerr tauu bibik ni.. lol..
bnyk sakk org semlm..
smpai semlm kiter nk duduk pon tkder tmpt..
atlast sian bibik kene duduk kat lantai..
bopian leii!!
had a swim with wawa.. hahaha..
chey2!! kiter mcm swimmer jerkk sheyy.
step excercise rabak jerkk! hahaha.
dari hujung ke hujung.. lol..
akuh lakk tk abis2 ngn google..
haha.. tpy best sheyy mandi pakai google..
lehh bukak mata sikit.. kalau tk pakai nnty mata merahh. :(
mandi2 terserempak lakk ngn Acap.. hahaha.
lame sheyy tk nmpk dyer ..
kekasih lame wawa laah kire kann. lol
elfee lakk sibok nk ikot mandi tmpt yg tk smpai.
but seriously, elfee tk tkt sheyy . lol..
shahira punya penakot..
padahal me & wawa dahh ckp kiter dokong pon dyer tknk..
PENAKOT!! tgk elfee ! hahaha. selam2 seme . suruh lps kan lgkk. hahahhaa.
at last akuh mandi sendiri. wawa dahh naekk. hmpf! psl lapar nyer psl..
akuh mandi2 plan nk alekk kol 8.45 to 9..
akuh tink akuh naek kol 8.45 semlm..
gy toilet ngn drg seme mandy & siap seme ..
tros alikk.......

Penat gyler pe ... hahaha. dlm bus lehh terlelap japp.
dahh smapi rumahh..
shahira, wawa & me merebut nk maen lappy..
hahahhaa.. tpy akuh nk maen pon psl nk check farmville akuh & roller coaster..
kalau tk seme mati.. mampos. ! dulu hilang.. hahahaha..
atlast akuh jgk dpt maenn.. hehehehe.
nk pegy wild2 wet uhh..
best sheyy tht tyme pegyy.. lol..
NK NAEK U DYER LGK !!! hahahaha..
k laaa update bsk jerk kae kalau adehrh cite..
toodles !

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

tht morning i was awake by my eldest bro, elfee.
dyer kejot mcm maner tau,

elfee: kak! tk panas ehh ?? me: panas uhh ! asl tutup kipas??! elfee: tk lehh bukak !! bangla tutup plug !

hahaha.. kiut kann.. bngn jer muka senyum sakk tadyyk..
awake den pinjam bibik nyer hp msg bf.
then, meet bf at 1pm.
plannin going where inside the car.
i dahh panas.. dgn keadaan rumah lgk.
dahh jln dyer plan nk gy causeway point..
smpai dyer ckp nk tgk wayang aderhh cite aper..
i pon set uhh! haha..
jln nyer jln tk dpt cariik.. hahaha..
smpai kol my fren (sheda). haha.
padahal kat atas tingkat 7.
dahh tu tkper..
dahh naek lift dahh klua, tk dpt carik maner cinema dyer..
hahaa.. sumpah! mcm bdk aru kat s'pore gytuk.
padahal terpangpang cineplax kat ats dyer tarok.
besar2 lakk tuu..
kiter aderhh lahh trun tangge naek tannge ..
ke sane ke sini..haha. kekek sakk !
plan lgk nk tgk cite aperh.
tot nk tgk cite yg tsunami tuu.
but i saw cite darah! nk tgk jgk !
atlast kiter amek cite darah!
BAEK SAKK CITE TUU !!!
baekk gyler nyer !!
bunuh org mcm btl sakk !!
terbalik kan kepala orang pon mcm btl sheyy..
padahal tu cite indon..
tpy serious uhh saperh yg blm tgk KENE tgk !
best gyler cite dyer !!
i tgk cite tu satu part tu terpekik..
dpn lakk makcik2 indon.
hahaha. drg bising sakk .
aft i terpekik..
nak ckp aperh lgkk ehh ??!
mata dahh stgh kuyu nii..
update bsk jerkk lahh kk ! nantok siol.
toodles!

akuh nyer blog asyik psl marah atau sedih jerkk sakk !! babi uhh.. baru kene marah ngn mak akuh !! bodo tol. kata jerkk keje siang ke mlm.. tpy mntk duit $10 jerkk mcm mntk seribu siol! shafiq my bradder pon mntk top up dahh kene pekik..! ni dyer tadyk aru alekk akuh dahh kene bising psl alekk lmbt slalu. mepek ! alik lmbt tpy org ttp alekk.. bukan mcm dulu.. 2 ke 3 hari aru nk alik.. fed up pe !! tros dahh tkder mood sakk nk chatt ! aperh mami ckp mmg btl, mama mmg tk peduli psl akuh. aperh yg mama tauu akuh aderhh kat umah atau kuar alik cpt .. itu ajerkk. laen seme tk pikir. psl top up kan hp pon z sakk yg top up kann. akuh nk kuar ngn kwn pon dahh susah psl tkda duit nyer psl. nk cari keje susah .. skola lakk tk minat ! mcm manerh pon akuh tk tauu i'm justt useless maybe !!! haiishh.. kalau lahh akuh

dahh besar kann bgs ! bolehh beli umag sendiri !! alekk lmbt pon tkda org pikir kan.. hmpf ! wadever luhh !!

at least akuh dahh oke ngn z. :)

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

meeting bf todae in the morning.. hehe..
kiter dah okehh lahh sheyy!! best or wad !!
dear boifren, tlg lahh jgn gado2 lgkk..
i tk kuat uhh ..

okehh lahh denn, go hys house eat nasi lemak !! my fav !! hahaha..
then, watch movie den he off to sleep.. :(
aperhh luhhh.. bkn dyer yg tgk movie, movie yg tgk dyer..
hahaha.. i'm so happy today.. u noe wad bf say,
"best nyer bngn jerkk aderhh u kat sebelah" hehehe..
& "bilerh u aderhh kat sebelah mesty i tdo lenyak nyer" haha..
sweet kann. mcm baru2 kenal gytuk..

& now we planning to eat .. cos i damn HUNGRY now !!
hahaha.. nk mkn mcd ke pizza ehh..
mcm nk mkn dua2 jerkk sheyy ! lapar gyler!!
mcd nk mkn mcspicy, pizza lakk tgk dyer nyer ayam & garlic break !!
fuhhh !! make me more hungry sheyy..
tgk ckp pegy drive thru abehh dyer tido alekk..
hahaha..
okehh luhh, nk kejot dyer nk pegy beli mkn ! sumpah dahh lapar !
boifren ily !!
hahaha..
k laahh ,,
update u tmr kae..
toodles !!!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

i dunnoe wad happen to my relationship nowadays !!! this pass 3 days we fight always ! haiishh !
am i being so emotional or wad ? heyy bf pls understand my feeling too, not i always must understand ur feeling.. fed up siakk !!

just now dahh oke2 .. he say he wanted to eat hys lunch & watch movie..
oke !! i'm giving wad he want .. but suddenly i nudge hym on msn, he silent .. till 8 plus he's msn off !! r u sleeping or wadd ?? kol u ferst tyme never answer, secong tyme reject, third tyme den u answer. r u really going to werk anot hah z !! dun fool me & dun act pissing off ok !! i've played the game oredy fyi !! bile part akuh tido siang tau marah !! tido siang salah !! tido lmbt salah !! manerh satu dyer nk pon tak tauu sakk !! bingit gyler sakk !! mcm nk nangis pon aderhh !!
z tlg laahh jgn uat akuh ni mcm .. kalau kau rase kau dahh tkder haty kat akuh kau ckp jerkk .
jgn nk tolak balak kat akuh .. ckp aku tu la ni lah aku salah tu la ni la...

may i noe ? till when we gonna be like this ? i miss the tyme we use to be together .. smile together, laugh together.. but last tyme we tk slalu fight.. 4 wad i noe usually in relationship mesty aderh salah fhm dyer pe ! abeyy gado sikit je ckp akuh yg tk lehh communicate ! aperhh sakk ?!! seme salah akuh pe ! i'm here tryin my best tok tk gado lgk aderhh uh !! dyer nyer "PISS OFF" jerkk nk lebih2 !! bkn kau sorang aderhh perasaan akuh pon aderhh oke !!!
i miss we use to be together !!!